yesterday my car was stolen andi had to be at court for 9 o clock and we didn’t get there till about 11 o clock it sucks trust me ok ?
finnaly recognized
so on friday i had an audition and it went really really well and i’m finnaly gonna fufill my dream
friday
it’s friday and i am not knowing what imma do this weekend gggrrrr
talent show
so excited for this talent show thing like it’s not even funny
moving on
moving on it’s not hard you see people they seem to pretend they care but then you find out they really dont fucking care so this is me singing off as the good guy fuck it imma play now
first kiss
moonlight shines bright and sparks fly as your lips meet mine and i knew i finally got it right then you pull back and say goodnight and the thing is it’s all my imagination
nearvous
dear blog my audition for sony records is tomorrow but i am really nearvous and i’m worried because allot of my confidence comes from my feelings for a certain girl now i know you are only a program but can you shed some light on this ?
how does it happen ?
how does it happen that one second your walls are strong and nothing can touch them and then some girl comes and with one touch destroys your walls and your open and then your confused ? tell me what to do what is it that changes in a split second is it confusion ? is it doubt or is it fear ?? that’s the big question and no one can seem to answer it
setting in like blood
my depression sets in like blood in sand and looking at my hand it shakes like the wasteland that you just dump your possibilities into nothing cures my pain my happines just dies in vain i’m alone on main street of lost love , they say love makes you happy but all i feel is uncertainty and unhappiness but why ? i like her i don’t love her and she plays it like she feels absolutely nothing for me i have tried showing her , telling her the only thing i see when i close my eyes is her but she doesn’t understanf i’m finnaly back to me and i feel like i have been gone for a long long time but of course just when i go back to the nice kid and the one who truly cares my heart again gets broken what’s the point in being the me that i used to be i think that i’m goning to go becak to the new kid that everyomne likes and hates at the same time because what’s the point in giving my trust my heart and my feelings to someone annymore i’m so done with this problem nad i am finnaly going to do what i want but wait should i really stop being a different persone i should i ishould be me …. mm what to do i will get back to you on that
music to my heart
seeing her smile just starts the beat but then she looks at em like she likes me but there is a cloud of doubt that denies me my happiness but why ? i never gave reason to doubt me i have only been myself towards her but why can’t i break through ?? gggrrrr it makes me mad and sad at the same time there is where the meledy starts to kick in but then i slightly touch her hand and then BOOM in comes the lyrics and then it all stops with a sudden jolt because she noticed that tears where flowing from my eyes . how could i let this happen ? no idea myself
